In silence, our
Lady waited, perhaps in grief at the death of her Son and yet with
great trust, for she who was conceived with no sin and remained
without sin could not doubt the Lord's will. Surely she could not
have known, nor understood, that He would rise from the dead any more
than the apostles. Yet she trusted, waiting in the darkness of pure
faith. What then did she expect? Did she wonder about the future,
about what would happen? Her place was merely to accept and embrace
all as the will of God, finding therein such intimate union that she
needed nothing else. It was not for her to sit and grieve at her
loss, at the dashing of all her hopes as some must have done, the
apostles no less than the others, but rather she moved among them all
with the same peace that had always graced her life, the same smile
to encourage those who cowered in fear. Perhaps she spoke words to
them of her trust in the Lord, but her presence spoke more than any
words, and it was her presence that drew all she touched nearer to
Him even without her knowing it.
Even then she must
have been praying, pleading for those around her, especially those
who seemed to be losing hope. As a mother it was her part to seek
first the care of her Son, and so she did, even now in His death, for
she served each person she met as if he had been her Son, as if he
were indeed God Himself.
So it was that she
found Him where no other could see Him, her heart ever the resting
place of the Living God. So it was that she guided the Church in the
pangs of its birth, when all seemed lost.
It was easy for
others to forget her presence, to take for granted the peace she
radiated. Few could have known the tremendous part she played in the
salvation of the world; for her it was not enough to be the Mother of
God: she had also to give her life for others in union with her Son,
becoming the servant of all, and suffering all for love of Him,
heeding only His will at each and every moment and never displeased
that it was not her way, answering each temptation with the simple
“fiat” that was her path to the heavens, leading across the sea
to the glory of the risen Son.
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